No I don’t plan to

So I have a test for college today… Kind of nervous but not completely.
Haven’t talked to Ronnie since Wednesday which sucks :/
Matthew is doing ok he’s about a pound under where he should be but my doctor says I can play catch up and get him where he is supposed to be. I’m worried about him and usually I’m the most optimistic person you know. I am in need of a hug :/ All my huggers are busy or gone though bleh oh well. Anyways hopefully I can gain the weight I need if not I’m hoping he is just small and everything else is okay. Have another appointment Tuesday and another ultrasound the Tuesday after that… This is going to cost a fortune :( if everything was ok I wouldn’t need so many ultrasounds or doctors visits. But that’s just life I guess.
Any advice?
